your face here

buttload 2/24/2011

Jun 23
In any event, it was the voyeuristic pleasure I couldn’t really wean myself off of.  The shaggy-dog conversation over the duck meat that was falling off the bones trailed off.  ”There she is,” the boy said, and to be honest - we were awkward at holding this conversation, like a newborn baby and us unsure parents.  We were both overly eager - interrupting each other.  I am totally fucked, I thought.  It was an addiction forming.  

In any event, it was the voyeuristic pleasure I couldn’t really wean myself off of.  The shaggy-dog conversation over the duck meat that was falling off the bones trailed off.  ”There she is,” the boy said, and to be honest - we were awkward at holding this conversation, like a newborn baby and us unsure parents.  We were both overly eager - interrupting each other.  I am totally fucked, I thought.  It was an addiction forming.